Values

I guess i have too many values within me that would easy fill this up if i wrote them all down, in anycase my main values would revolve around God, my family, my own personal code of honour and several other things. This values are what give meaning to my life, like I actually believe in true love and marriage, i.e no divorce. Call me old school, but i like my girls: korean, traditonal(in a sense of attitude) and loyal. I also believe in self preservation, this may sound initially selfish, but my self preservation is different from the normal sense of the word, in a sense that i have a good knowledge of what is good and bad and that it would be very hard for people to sway me to either side, unless I myself know/determine either side's consequences. As for giving up this values, as mentioned earlier i have a strong sense of integrity regarding values, morals etc. To directly put it, whatever bad things I have done before, i have done because I wanted to and not because someone else persuaded me.  I cannot say I'm clean, I'd kiss the as* of that person who says they are(hope its a korean girl) all I CAN SAY, is that whatever wrongdoings i have committed I did out of my own reasons, and not because I sold out my values for another person.

Hills like White elephants, in singlish between chio bu and angmoh man

"Anis del toro. It's a drink."
"Try it, can?"
The man called "Listen" through the curtain. The woman came out from the bar.
"Four reales"
"We want two Anis del toro."
"With water meh?"
"want with water?"
"Dunno la," the girl said. "good with water issit?"
"can lor"
"aiyoh, want anot with water? faster leh." asked the woman.
"k la, k la, with water can already."
"It taste like licorice sia," the girl said putting the glass down.
"you always liddat la, always say: thats the way with everything,"
"yes" said the girl "everything tastes like licorice. Especially all the things you've waited so long for, like absinthe."
"aiyoh, cut it out leh? had enough already"
"you started it wat." the girl said "i was being amused right. only having  fun time."
"ok la, can try have fine time."
"Alright. I was trying right. i said the mountains looked like white elephants. so bright right?"
"k, so bright one."
"Then i try this drink. aiyoh! this all what we do, look at stuff liddat then after kena, anyhow try new drink. serious anot?"
" i guess so"
The girl looked across the hills.
"So lovely the hills." she said "They never look like white elephants lor, i just mean of the coloring of their skin through the trees."
"another drink want?
"ok."